| 翻箱倒櫃找了一會，本來想找的是楊千嬅的野孩子，卻無意發現了這首並不算很受歡迎，但很久以前已愛上了的歌 總不能只沉溺於鍾無艷的歌詞吧 至少，算是往前走了一步 我不要你愛我
*************************************************************************************
技窮別獻技 知道你想我想你
別忘掉我早慣了好騙的 作夢年紀
味如沒有味 望得穿每個驚喜
或許這種尷尬表情
從未適合你
你來纏著我 你還求甚麼
太難承受這種卿卿我我
你有陣時留戀我 有陣時留低我
抱著情人 但說很愛我
你來纏著我 我還求甚麼
似乎懷念讓我被珍惜更多
只想你想起我 我不要你愛我
愛我就會不再理我
視為落腳地 無非因我愛得起
若果一起更見卑微 憑甚麼恨你
你來纏著我 你還求甚麼
太難承受這種卿卿我我
你有陣時留戀我 有陣時留低我
抱著情人 但說很愛我
你來纏著我 我還求甚麼
似乎懷念讓我被珍惜更多
只想你想起我 我不要你愛我
愛我就會不再理我
********************************************************************
其實自己也是蠻計算的
那些朋友會看我放在不同地方的entry, 我是心裡有數的
有些事，我是想寫出來，但不一定想每個人也看得到
有一些，甚至只能放在沒人看得到的角落
正如你永遠不會知道，曾經，為了一首歌，我可以有多傻…
算了吧
有些人有些事，在心中
|
| |
| it's funny... how everyone thinks i have everything,
yet i know,
all this time, i was only pretending to have the world.
|
| |
| 3 months plus time for not writing xanga... that ain't too bad is it.... in an era where everyone goes on facebook only... there isn't much pt on xanga anyway...
remembered a year ago, acutally wrote becuz i knew for sure at least 1 person would be reading it.
just as i can write now, publicly, becuz i know almost certainly that no one would read it... perhaps can forget about the private thing from now on?
i dunno since when... i backed off to the pt that i no longer recognise myself...
sometimes i really am 任性...or spoiled, or princess, or anything.... just becuz u all think that would happen, i would do anything to make sure it wouldn't...
someone showed me a pic of me 5 odd years ago... i know i'm prettier n skinnier (of cuz)... but it hurts to see that i hvn't seen that same smile on my face for years now.... i dun actually remember how it feels to be like that....
n also that smile on any couples' face... i think i saw so many during christmas/ new year... really i 'm so happy for them... it's the kind of smile... that really persuades u.. those 2 ppl need nth more than each other....
i prob just need myself.
lately it's amazing... work & alcohol are the only thing keepign me going.. i dun remember much about sleeping or eating... it's like i can survive without it.... n i'm sorri to all of u who has worried about me.... i know i'm awful but for some werid reason u guys never left me alone.... hah.. n it's sweet when there's someone nagging me all the time i supposed.... hah  yea i know some of u are gonna think i do that on purpose... whatever u think hun, i hv learnt to at least not care.
n i do actually believe in love at first sight. in fact i never think anything would work if it's not love at first sight.
i miss the me who were energetic, who shines, and who would acutally fight for her life... instead of giving in so easily, but honestly think nowadays there isn't anything to fight for. if it's me it's me... u can make the decision... if u want it i'm always here. otherwise....
......that was a lot of random bs.... prob all i hv wanted to say for the last few months...
is it better to cry, or is it better to dun even remember how to cry?
dun get too close to me.
記不起 甚麼驅使我喜歡你
看在眼裡 看你熟睡多麼美
圍著這裡 柔和天氣
我願隨風 無聲遠飛
仍相擁 也不等於我瞭解你
決定放棄 再去接受自己
曾做錯了 仍然不生氣
臉上還有 希冀
若是我記得你 亦是無須緊記
習慣一個人 沒有傷悲
而無論舊時說愛多美
再過半天 你便記不起
若是我要等你 亦是無須等你
遺留下這個世界向著前飛
縱愛理不理 縱隔千里
誰預知將來或再一起 再戀上你
|
| |
| i've had a terrible day
just...let me know u guys are still out there for me.
that i'm not that terrible a person afterall
that i havent' really yet, made another stupid mistake.
|
| |
| 有人說，談戀愛是一份終身的職業
這樣的話，結婚，應等於成為一間跨國公司的總裁後的退休生活吧
如果，可以在雙十年華之時就能退休，那必然是能發生在我身上的最幸福的事
如果，退休前的最後一間公司，正正就是你第一份工的那間公司，那麼，你應該是比最幸福的我，還要幸福
願所有朋友
幸福快樂
*******************************************
心裡所想的，往往在寫了出來後就變了個樣子
無妨，這一刻，我只知道
我一點也不想工作
|
| |
